its been quite a while, but i do intend on blogging more... but time is never enough. this semester i really do feel like a college student, its very demanding. i feel like im constantly in a mental battle of what is more important to do! moving on... work is going well, somewhat. one of my close coworkers quit :( very sad day. i am training a new guy next week, on drinks. eeek, very nervous about that. my current favorite band is bloc party, amoeba i <3 you! :) cheap cd's! anywhooooo, i am very hesistant to fix my xanga up. it brings back many memories. plus, its the content right??

luis and i dont even talk anymore, i must've been drunk or something throughout the entire relationship to be sooo damn oblivious as to what kind of inconsiderate person he is. i was willing to be his friend and be "cool" but he is completely turning everythin around, oh well cant expect everything to be fine and dandy... but just to think i wasted 3 years of my life! yikes! but never again, lesson WELL learned most definitely.

BUT my heart is ever so happy : D

i shall try and update soooon. maybe the end of this week? i will try i shall put it in my planner :)

LOVE;

life has been hectic as usual but great. so many new things are happening, as well as ideas. work is great, and school is yikes. : [

can i say today was a great day. work was chill! not stressful at all, i missed working with lexilove. the best part was dinner with dad (= we have great inside jokes. i can tell he loves me. he told me he lives through me. i felt like i need to do so much more for him. believe me, we have big plans ! anyways, moving on. oh! i was really excited cause suprisingly i got friday and saturday off from work but ring ring! my manager called me at work [she was off] and said she forgot to schedule herself off for her niece's 1st bday party. so im covering her shift. and its a long shift : ( oh wells. Disney will have to wait... for the day before! :) im really excited to go havent been there since the first time i went with Luis.

about luis... he is quite the character. he tells me the best jokes ever. and he makes me laugh like no other. dumbuttt! my dad calls him loser. ^_^

Overall, fantastic day. God, give me another one please ? :) especially tomorrow. im closing by myself! bring it!!!

night!

"When you're in love with someone, that person
is the lighthouse of your universe.They illuminate.
They make everything more."

ok so i know no one has this anymore... but i still like to write once time permits. anyways, life has been quite eventful. lots happens daily, especially my emotions. its definitely an emotional rollercoaster. i think i have reached a point in my life where i really need to make a choice of where i want my life to go... i dont wanna be those 25 yr olds who really dont know what to do in life. i have the opportunity and a great supportive family to help me with whatever i may need. i believe i have my priorities straight so... lets see where life takes me.

i shall try to update more often, again.. if time permits.

i know no one reads this but i like it ! X]

toodles xoxo